Saturday, March 26, 2005
Sultan Center
And no its not about the stock (but i did just get a tip to buy).
So, I was walking back to my car after a brief trip to Sultan Center Salmiya, in which I bought a rotisserie chicken and amazing organic chocolate, and it hit me!
I do not want to be doing things alone anymore. Yes, I am happy single. Yes, I am much better off than the many unhappily married people we know and don’t know. Yes, I lead a life that many girls would envy (which I am grateful to God and my family for).
BUT I do not want to be alone anymore. I want to spend the rest of my life with someone who loves me and who I love. Someone who respects me (and family life) and I respect. Someone who enjoys my company, and I enjoy his.
P.S. I was a bit ashamed to write this post (after the more intellectual previous post), but decided that 1) this is my blog and it is about me and how I feel and what I think and 2) to have emotions is human, and to express them makes me stronger, especially in the face of those who claim or think that a women strong enough to be in politics will deny her familial/maternal instincts and responsibilities.
So, I was walking back to my car after a brief trip to Sultan Center Salmiya, in which I bought a rotisserie chicken and amazing organic chocolate, and it hit me!
I do not want to be doing things alone anymore. Yes, I am happy single. Yes, I am much better off than the many unhappily married people we know and don’t know. Yes, I lead a life that many girls would envy (which I am grateful to God and my family for).
BUT I do not want to be alone anymore. I want to spend the rest of my life with someone who loves me and who I love. Someone who respects me (and family life) and I respect. Someone who enjoys my company, and I enjoy his.
P.S. I was a bit ashamed to write this post (after the more intellectual previous post), but decided that 1) this is my blog and it is about me and how I feel and what I think and 2) to have emotions is human, and to express them makes me stronger, especially in the face of those who claim or think that a women strong enough to be in politics will deny her familial/maternal instincts and responsibilities.
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My horoscope (Aquarius) for Thursday & Friday & abasherkum its all a lie:
What you're looking for may indeed be just around the corner, but a little more effort of a certain kind is required.
You should be able to capture and hold on to the attention of that special someone, despite your own insecurities.
My horoscope (Aquarius) for Thursday & Friday & abasherkum its all a lie:
What you're looking for may indeed be just around the corner, but a little more effort of a certain kind is required.
You should be able to capture and hold on to the attention of that special someone, despite your own insecurities.
I feel the same most of the time, 3aadee, there is nothing embarrassing about it, it is just frustrating that when men decide not to be alone anymore it happens, as for us, we just linger there waiting for a moment which is probably destined not to come.
I'm aquarious too and here is today's horoscope:
You don't have to sit there any longer -- you've been waiting long enough. It's time for someone to tell you exactly what they think of you, and in no uncertain terms. The good news is that the two of you already agree on everything, from politics to ice cream flavors. Now all you have to do is find a way to pry this one little thing out of them. It won't be too tough.
I think I have had more relationships in my horoscope than in real life!!
I'm aquarious too and here is today's horoscope:
You don't have to sit there any longer -- you've been waiting long enough. It's time for someone to tell you exactly what they think of you, and in no uncertain terms. The good news is that the two of you already agree on everything, from politics to ice cream flavors. Now all you have to do is find a way to pry this one little thing out of them. It won't be too tough.
I think I have had more relationships in my horoscope than in real life!!
Shosho,
And what a true Aquarian you are! :))
3baid,
:( i sense a touch of cynism. If this someone has been made for me, fate will bring him. I am a true believer in fate & a cute smile :>
Anonymous,
Then you must read 'Veronica Decides to Die' by Paulo Cohelo just to appreciate what you have and what you have taken for granted as being yours.
Nano,
Yes, thats the whole meaning of this post :)
And what a true Aquarian you are! :))
3baid,
:( i sense a touch of cynism. If this someone has been made for me, fate will bring him. I am a true believer in fate & a cute smile :>
Anonymous,
Then you must read 'Veronica Decides to Die' by Paulo Cohelo just to appreciate what you have and what you have taken for granted as being yours.
Nano,
Yes, thats the whole meaning of this post :)
Sheba - welcome to my club :)
Do you think that being lonely & broke has something to do with being Aquarians????
Do you think that being lonely & broke has something to do with being Aquarians????
LOL NWMH, U MEAN LIKE LAST THURSDAY NIGHT? ;)
SHOSHO LOL DEFINITELY! Went to your joint blog with purg, & did not find anything recent from you :s
SHOSHO LOL DEFINITELY! Went to your joint blog with purg, & did not find anything recent from you :s
Sheba - I post once per week or fortnight, depending on my tight schedule, and my last post was 5 days ago, so still early for another. Unlike Purg, he posts several times a day mashallah 3alai...
W,
3adi babe, i will go for a 'Chos' :>
Shosho,
Aha!
Any idea on how i can get notifications on blog updates?
3adi babe, i will go for a 'Chos' :>
Shosho,
Aha!
Any idea on how i can get notifications on blog updates?
oySoyS, You're not lonely, you got P4!!! :P
Sheba, we all go through this.. don't let it take over.. spend more times with close ones, and like me, I spend my time with a mistress.. The gym that is.. ;P I get all sorts of frustrations out, and I get in a better shape.. so two for one.. :)))
Sheba, we all go through this.. don't let it take over.. spend more times with close ones, and like me, I spend my time with a mistress.. The gym that is.. ;P I get all sorts of frustrations out, and I get in a better shape.. so two for one.. :)))
Sorry Sheba, what I was trying to say is that sometimes it's easy to know what you want, but there may be no easy way of grasping it. When you do, however, it would be well worth your time and effort ;)
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: 9:17 PM
: 9:17 PM
I don't know where the idea that i am unhappy or even miserable because i'm single came from. I am actually VERY happy al7amdila HOWEVER, its time to start my life with someone. Its time to share. Its time to start a family.
Now to answer those who asked how i will go about doing this? I will not. I do believe in 'meant to be'. If it is meant to be that i meet someone & live happily ever after then it will happen. If it was not meant to be then it will not & i am happy both ways.
P.S. I am one of the few people i know who would travel alone, enjoy herself thoroughly alone, eat out alone (yes even in Kuwait), & go to the movies alone. But i am a social being and i cannot and will not deny myself from my instincts :)
Now to answer those who asked how i will go about doing this? I will not. I do believe in 'meant to be'. If it is meant to be that i meet someone & live happily ever after then it will happen. If it was not meant to be then it will not & i am happy both ways.
P.S. I am one of the few people i know who would travel alone, enjoy herself thoroughly alone, eat out alone (yes even in Kuwait), & go to the movies alone. But i am a social being and i cannot and will not deny myself from my instincts :)
Dear Sheba..
i know exactly how you feel.. im 23 and single but some times you feel the need of a "life partner", some one whose always there to witness your life, to love you & most important to RESPECT and support you.. but NOTHING is guaranteed in life , NOTHING my dear, so why risk you're happyness with some idiot that will only pretend he's Mr.Right.. untill you fall for him and BAM!! a total a$$hole appears behind that innocent face.. hehehe gosh! im being a (drama queen).. but hey!! it's true! i dont believe in that Crap that most people think it's "LOVE" while it's nothing but some "mental issues".. once you're his woman, he has to be all mean, cruel and so annoying and you have to deal with it.. why? coz you're a woman (born to sacrifice)..
3al3omoom wayed ishta6ait!! (ma3thora)
my point is: you are a happy single and a successful woman and you dont need a man to be happier :)
MEN <--- ma warahom ella 3awar il galb wil shiga
NOOR
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i know exactly how you feel.. im 23 and single but some times you feel the need of a "life partner", some one whose always there to witness your life, to love you & most important to RESPECT and support you.. but NOTHING is guaranteed in life , NOTHING my dear, so why risk you're happyness with some idiot that will only pretend he's Mr.Right.. untill you fall for him and BAM!! a total a$$hole appears behind that innocent face.. hehehe gosh! im being a (drama queen).. but hey!! it's true! i dont believe in that Crap that most people think it's "LOVE" while it's nothing but some "mental issues".. once you're his woman, he has to be all mean, cruel and so annoying and you have to deal with it.. why? coz you're a woman (born to sacrifice)..
3al3omoom wayed ishta6ait!! (ma3thora)
my point is: you are a happy single and a successful woman and you dont need a man to be happier :)
MEN <--- ma warahom ella 3awar il galb wil shiga
NOOR
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